it was yet another one of those silly days. its the mood, i feel. but its fun if studying cld be like that. just that nothing gets in so it isnt really considered studying. right now i dont feel like doing anything,...sleeepy.
sometimes i dont know why im feeling this way, its so hard to decide. ah its confusing. in terms of emotional maturity, i have alot to learn..maybe its the exam effect tts making me abit cranky now -i cant justify how i feel towards certain issues. something i've learnt fr suejen: dont say 'i think', say 'i feel'. thinking too much will leave no space for any emotions. so if u feel something, dont be too practical and question the reasons behind it. sometimes there just isnt any reasons -its just the way things are.
hm. but this time, ive really been too impulsive. i feel that i cant trust the way i feel nowadays(hmm. quite ironic. funny sentence.) anw, the strangest things happen, i tell u. cannot cannot. see what feelings lead u to? be rational!!
time to bathe and go to bed. tmr mr teo is gg to return us our econs mock and im gg to get a 2/25 plus he's gg to draw a sad face with a 'see me' on my paper. ugh. i'm really tired and ive got no moood to work.
goodnight!!!!!