Friday, Oct. 28, 2005

the people are starting to put in flowers around sch...potted plants and ixoras and plenty of landscaping :) so now everything looks so pretty and happy. no more like the first 3 mths when the building looked bare and industrial-estate-like. i rmb walking into sch thinking it looked like the most impersonal place on earth. everything is painted either in green or white, there are no curtains, nor flowers, nor posters wadsoever. okay. enough of nonsense abt being happy over flowers and pretty things.

today's the last day of sch. didnt really feel like its the last day though. people were bored and lethargic and moody and broke. ok mainly just broke. it was swensens on mon, secret recipe on tues, swensens on wed, cafe cartel on thurs, and Hans today. and the $35 class jersey. no money for the holidays. so my hol officially ended haha.

talked to ms lui today. she talked abt focus. and i think she's right this time. pretty spot-on i wld say. i never really bothered to do anything abt it all along even though i knew the problem existed; ive been like that since the begining of time. and only this year did i realise that im not gg to go as far as my potential wld allow me to if im gg to carry on with this attitude. its a character thing. but i still dont know what to do about it. and see right, i may worry abt this today, tomorrow..but then i'll forget and i'll revert back to my old ways. hmmm

its dinner

jotted in plain black and white at 7:19 p.m.
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