Monday, Dec. 26, 2005

there's a reason why i havent been blogging often..its more like because theres too many things happening ard..things that ive seen, that will be hard to express in words. stating things down sometimes make things seem cruel and harsh in the matter-of-fact way..sure u can narrate the incident, but the actual essence of the entire thing cannot be felt. some lessons learnt cannot be summarised or recorded, it must be experienced or at least, seen.

but nthing happened to me, dont worry. i was just a spectator watching others' life. precisely because i can only watch, tts why its painful -theres nothing else anyone can do. when u meet people like them, the only one tt can help them out of the situation, is they themselves. and clearly sometimes they dont really have a choice but to do the things they do.

anw after saying so much, ive not really said anything at all. sorry! just wanna say that me, you, and most of us here are lucky blessed people. we should be happy (: teenagers out there with no money, no dads, no education, no nothing know how to be happy. here we are gg to parties, shopping, eating n eating christmas food, buying ipod nano, watching movies eating popcorn...and still sometimes we even DARe to feel like we're the most miserable person on earth.

to me and you and her and him: count yr blessings! (:

jotted in plain black and white at 2:40 a.m.
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