i slept at 7pm ytd and woke up at 9am today thinking it was still 8pm, and wondering why the sky's so bright. sat wondering for about 5 min in bed before i finally pieced it all tgt: that i had slept for 14 hours straight instead of the usual 5hours.

i woke up again today thinking of him.

since the day i knew him, i dont know if there has been a day that passed, where i dont think of him at all. there'll be days when i think he's ugly, or days when i think he's the best looking thing ive ever seen. other days, i find him irritating, charismatic, romantic, flirty, pathetic; most of the time, i just wonder why i keep thinking about him when he doesn't really mean a thing. people change anyway, so the guy who's caught yr heart then may not be the guy he is now.
there are times when i wonder if he thinks of me the way i think of him; Like a piece of shit you've stumbled upon, picked it up thinking it was gold(chocolate, cash -something nice), and then realising it was shit, but now u cant find the garbage bin. close to that. it's a little more than a thousand days already; closer to a thousand five. that's superbly gross.

essentially, im still very happy.

i think people who've never been in it will never get how it feels like cos they'll just dismiss it as "she still likes him' even if its just to themselves, in their heads. hey that hurts my pride because i dont. thats sickening. i've heard someone-no.1 telling someone-no.2 that i didnt get together with someone-no.1 cos im not over him yet. eh, i wld have smacked someone-no.1 if i was there. you wouldnt admit to yourself and others that i dont like you because of YOU, so u came up with other reasons like she's-not-over-her-ex-yet. i'm sure you know who u are so please take note.

anw i had a good past week. everyday of the past week was an A at least, or an A++++.

mama says we're gg out for lunch! wasnt breakfast an hour ago?