Sunday, Mar. 05, 2006

sundays like this just feels bad.
it feels wrong. i wanna flush all this moodiness out of my system. out out out, you are spoiling my day!
i dont like it when im not happy, and im already telling it to u, and you still dont get it. you say "you're in a bad mood? you look quite happy leh. haha" or smthing like that. and everyone in the world thinks u are joking. how does a sad moody face look? how sad can it get when u're really sad and people think its so funny that you can be sad, even after u've told them?
oh this is all so childish of her, you think, to be moody and kicking up a fuss, over nothing. then you think: 'OHOHOH. it must be pms!' like it is the greatest excuse in the world because theres just nothing else to blame it on. being sad is okay, but being sad with people thinking u are happy and joking makes u feel like no one understands and u're the loneliest shit in the world. smthing like that la.
okay. enough.

jotted in plain black and white at 4:34 p.m.
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