Saturday, Jun. 24, 2006

woke up early today though i slept at 2 last night. was talking to sam online. she told me something exciting! i went to bed feeling quite guilty, cos ytd was yet another self-declared holiday. sigh i keep declaring holidays for myself like that. even when im only abt a third (halfway at best!) through my revision.

i wish i can declare holiday today, but its just 2 days before cts..( i hope declaring holiday just 3 days before is reasonable enough!) haha. anw..i plan to do loads loads loads today! ive got to start on NMR and electrochem..and quantum and charged particles. and DRV.

Thats why i woke up early at nine..gg down to macs..

8 peanut butter cookies 3 oreos and a bowl of banananutcrunch later, im still here at home. online. and playing piano. and trying to get my hair into a decent looking bun..oooh i must tell u this: i tried my grade 8 pieces i learnt eons of years ago. and i can still play them! i thought yr suppose to lose all yr piano-playing-skills-whatever after u stop playing those classical pieces. yayness!

but i cant play scales. not as if i cld play them then. my fingers wobble and stumble, and fall off the keys. and it sounds awful, like a headache. not that headaches make noise. but it feels as nerve-racking. going up and down, and all the wrong flats and sharps i play. and my brother said that if u cant play scales, then u are the naturally lousy sort. so okay i am lousy. haha. i hope its just because he wants to satisfy himself by saying im lousy.

now im home alone, and the sun's out. and it looks really really good to swim.. ): i want. the water will be so cold, and the sun will be hot. and it'll be so nice to jump in and feel cold all over, under the hot sun.

no. that sounds very bimbotic.
ive been thinking abt it lately. the bimbo-1st-impression-thing. bimbos are disgusting and stupid. and no im so not disgusting, or stupid. so though u may think im bimbotic, but u dont know me! unless u're like my friends, then im perfectly fine if u make judgements like that because u know me, and so yr qualified to comment. haha, so its okay sam!

oh btw, some people actually like being called a bimbo. they'll wear pink and act cute, and when someone calls them bimbo, their face literally just..light up! i dont know how can being bimbo be taken as a compliment. are u crazy or what? i think its insulting as hell. i rather be called stupid or vain or act-cute. cos being bimbotic comprises of all 3.

okay. it doesnt work like that. if someone calls u a bimbo, and u go round telling people 'no! im not a Bimbo!', then it's gg to sound more bimbotic. worse still, if u cry because of that,it's just solid evidence against yourself. hahaha.

okay. its almost 11. i might as well just wake up at 11 isnt iT!?

jotted in plain black and white at 10:19 a.m.
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