Friday, Jul. 07, 2006

oh im feeling so loved.
i dont know why im highly emo now..last day of being seventeen. haha. i mean, im REALLY emo. u'd never believe me. im thinking emo thoughts, real crazy thoughts like "i've been living in this body, for seventeen years. such a long time! and i am still alive!"
you all think its funny right? i mean look at u, dont u think we're all so blessed. we're still working with goood brains and skin, and nice flexible bones and muscles and no pimples or wrinkles! even after almost 2 decades. bet yr nano and motorola-wadever cant last that long!

i mean i cant believe my fingers my joints my skin my eyes my brain my heart..they've served me well even though i dont look after myself properly. i eat junk food 24/7 that's supposed to spoil and rot my system, but everything's still functioning. it's like my body's made to run on nothing but chocolates and sun and stress and icecream.
okay. okay. maybe my brain did rot a little after so long, thats why im having the weirdest kinda thoughts.
i know its all so normal living through 18years, but i STILL think it's God's gift that ive lived, and loved every moment of it.

it's probably a damn childish thing to say, but eighteen years is a long time to me. it feels really OLD actually. what was i doing eighteen-years-and-a-day ago. where was i? i was probably looking down fr heaven at 5-mth-old phoebe and 2-mth-old mel, and all the babies geri/zhihui/pat/cyn/angeline/zihao etcetc. and baby jenevieve is just 4 days old! how cute! maybe at that point of time, i already knew tt they will be my classmates 17years later. maybe babies know everything that's going to happen to them before they are born. haha. we'll never know.

ohoh. babies jieying/weixin/sherry/etc are queing up behind me, waiting to be born. baby lcs is just a few days behind me in the queue. if i knew that i'll grow that much taller in that 5 days, i wld have stayed in queue longer.
and i bet sam and terry were fighting in queue, and both refused to give way. so tada! u both share the same birthdays! anw, till today, they're kinda still fighting. hahaha.

enough of crazy talk. im having quite alot of fun talking nonsense. i must talk all the rot in the world before i become a real matured 18year old. thats why its called M18!

heh. my brother just showed me some chinese high video thing on youtube. had quite a good laugh. it's really quite unthinkable what guys do to the ones they hate.

okay. i shall retreat back to my room to prepare to be more sanely once i hit 18.

jotted in plain black and white at 9:53 p.m.
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