i mean, perhaps i've changed in terms of the way i type. i used to type with funny lingos like 'lohs' and '*screams*' and '*runs away*', etc etc. oh and i type 'but then' as 'budden' and 'laugh' as 'laff'. ooooooh. this is quite embarrassing, but you get the idea.
haha. seeing yrself like that makes you cringe right? perhaps another 3 years down i'll look at my entries now and cringe too. but thats the way things are, you grow you learn you change.

but thats only the way i type. i guess my thoughts and the way i feel towards issues are more or less the same. maybe the thought process now is more developed than it was last time, but still, the basic idea is the same. so i didnt change drastically. i think i was the same girl then as i am now. a little too happy, a little too ditzy. happy with company, rather bimbotic. (i am better now!). i love to slack, and then regret, and then whine and complain, and then still slack. what's the diff? 3 years later, im still as childish man. this is pathetic. perhaps ive grown a little stronger, a little braver. a little more confident.
but im still talking about the same things: food friends sch shopping chalets movies. nothing changes.

okay. for example read this. i took this cos its on the 17th july 2003, so its almost exactly 3 years ago.

http://jiarui.diaryland.com/030717_3.html

well!! its just interesting to look back and wonder how things change, and what didnt. i dont know if there's a good-bad thing to it, but what i DO know is that i dont regret being the person i was then.

ahhhhh. i just read smthing, and its mightily distracting! okk. im not blogging anymore!